Stressed Out!!

I'm so very confused. I just don't know anymore if the house is the right place for my mom. I'm not sure if it's a controlled enough enviroment. I feel like such a jerk even thinking about putting her in a Hospice Facility. I don't, don't, don't want that!! I'm asking God to make it clear to me and trying so hard to just be still before Him so I can hear when He answers me. As of yet I haven't gotten any clear answer :)

Seriously...I just don't even know what to type. Because I just don't even know what I'm thinking. Everything is so scattered...

"You're Not Alone" by Meredith Andrews

I searched for love when the night came and it closed in
I was alone, but you found me where I was hiding
and now I'll never be the same
it was the sweetest voice that called my name saying

You're not alone for I am here,
let me wipe away your every fear
my love I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night
And I'm the one whose loved you all your life
All of your life

You cry yourself to sleep '
Cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep
All hope seems lost with heartache your closest friend
And everyone else long gone
You've had to face the music on your own
but there is a sweeter song that calls you home, saying

You're not alone
for I am here let me wipe away your every fear
my love I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night
and I'm the one whose loved you you're whole life
all of your life.

Faitful and true forever my love will carry you

You're not alone f
or I am here let me wipe away your every fear
my love I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night your darkest night
and I'm the one whose loved you all your life
all of your life.