When I left Palm Coast I immediately wanted to call my mom. And then immediately thought, "is there any point, will she even be able to talk?" I tried anyway and thankfully she was doing really well at the time. We talked for probably an hour. It was so wonderful! Just like old times. Now what we talked about wasn't necessarily the most positive, but at least we were able to have a real conversation. It's put me in a great mood for the evening :)
Heard this song on the way home and it just REALLY fit right now:
Why in the world did I think I could
Only get to know you when my life was good?
When everything just falls in place
The easiest thing is to give you praise
Now it all seems upside down
'Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel you now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
But somehow still have all I need?
God I want to know you more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find you when I fall apart
Blessed are the ones who understand
They've got nothing to bring but empty hands
Nothing to hide and nothing to prove
Our heartbreak brings us back to you
And it all seems upside down
'Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel you now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
But somehow still have all I need?
God I want to know you more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find you when I fall apart
I don't know how long this will last
I'm praying for the pain to pass
But maybe this is the best thing that has ever happened to me
'Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel you now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
But somehow still have all I need?
God I want to know you more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find you when--
You will find me when--
I fall apart
Josh Wilson - "Fall Apart"
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